21 Murmuration Almost twenty years ago I did not get on a plane. I cannot fully explain why. A feeling. An instruction from somewhere that…

20 The Witness and the Constructed Self You are not the story you are telling about yourself. But until you can see the story, you…

19 The Astrological Moment We Are In André Barbault predicted the COVID-19 pandemic in writing, in 2011, with the specific word pandemic and the specific…

18 The Cross of the Sleeping Phoenix There is an astrological configuration called the Cross of the Sleeping Phoenix. And if you understand what it…

17 The Loneliness Nobody Prepares You For There is a specific kind of loneliness that belongs to the awakening passage. It does not have a…

16 Why Spiritual Awakening Feels Like a Breakdown Nobody puts this on the brochure. The books about awakening describe the opening. The click. The sudden…

15 Why Manifestation Is Not Working The model is not wrong. It is incomplete. And the missing piece is not about trying harder. The version…

14 Why Your Relationships Get Harder When You Start Doing the Work Nobody puts this on the brochure. The self-development conversation tends to present personal…

13 How to Stop Running the Same Patterns The pattern repeats. You know it repeats. You have named it, examined it, resolved to change it,…

12 The Identity Trap The mind does not treat a challenge to your beliefs as an intellectual disagreement. It treats it as a threat to…

11 What Alignment Actually Is Alignment is felt before it is understood. That is not a weakness of the concept. That is the whole point.…

10 Why You Cannot Trust Your Decisions When Your Gut Is Inflamed Most people assume their emotional state is the primary input to their decisions.…